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I just came to say I'm fucking exhausted. I'm fucking exhausted of hurting and feel so awfully worthless, hopeless and useless just like how daddy says so! :)))))) Gr8, I feel just GREAT. I've fucking NEVER BEEN BETTER and the thought that I have to see my psychologist in a few hours time MAKES ME FRICKIN HAPPY yah!!!!!!!?!??! oh man. fml :) :) :)

Don't know what to do anymore la, i'm all i'll ever be. i'm sorry i'm never good enough. you wonder why i don't try in this world. maybe it's because i know i will always be a failure in your eyes. b4 i end off, i want to thank lee for cabbing down @ 8 when I couldn't sleep, Standing in the rain waiting for a cab and chattering when I found you yesterday. :)))))) Super sweet of you.

ok, end here now. bye. i rlly cannot do all this fuckshit anymore. don't say you understand when you don't know a single thing. depression is so much more than a emotion. fuck. thanks for bringing me into this world and making me feel so fucking bloody useless worthless hopeless so much more than i already am. tks, that was just what i need. and i know 2n9 will be the same. anyway, i update @ Twitter much more often, So if you want some updates. go thr and follow me kthxbai! love to all :*

bye. hsyli.. :')

love to bella ilina huiying chai krichelle celestial eehwee for being there for me, every single time. x

If only, If only tears could take away the pain