I can't fight it anymore

Such a mess inside

*Oh god* I need to sleep. I took like 4 sleeping pills and I'm still awake. You know what kill me. I'm so exhausted.... Everyone else is asleep and I feel like tearing myself up when I've in bed for hours and am still kept awake by the sickening demons in my head. Please just let me sleep..

Depression? What else could you possibly take away from me. "I start to think that there is really no cure for depression, That happiness is an ongoing battle and I wonder if it isn't one I'll have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's worth it"

Because with everyday that goes by, I feel myself becoming more and more invisible. I can say now, I don't care what people think about me anymore. I couldn't fucking care less about this thing everyone calls "life", Because you know what? Hell wasn't as far as I thought it was.

I'm fucking broken. Fuck you Irina Sim. Get over it. You're so fucking broken. Uh oh.. Here it comes...... :)

Alone I break