I have no choice but to hide
I woke up a few hours ago, Fell asleep @ around 12pm. Came to check on my cbox and saw the sweetest tag. I've always wanted to do this for those strangers that come to my blog and take the effort to tag me and say "It's all gonna be okay", Or even "Stay strong". It gives me more to live for than you'll ever know. Here's to those sweeties:
8 May 10, 11:38
c: http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l21zqdBdl51qzdr4go1_400.jpg20 May 10, 22:44
friend!(:: heey yeap cheerup! (: God's always watching, He loves you more than you will ever imagine! :D
19 June 10, 23:35
friend!(:: God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you." God's with you always :) jys!
1 June 10, 14:07
Passerby.: Whenever you feel like giving up, remember why you held on in the first place.
6 June 10, 22:16
Passerby.: I visit your blog v day (: . Don't be so negative yeah , you're a pretty girl. Smile.
6 June 10, 00:12
Passerby: Reality is merely an illusion, A very persistent one. & Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torment. Don't give up . I know you can , As so many. You're never alone.
12 June 10, 23:23
Anon.: Heythere, you & your sister must stay strong. Life's greatest treasure is still out there waiting for you to unlock it. There's still a long way for you, girl. Cheer up and smile. (:
21 June 10, 13:06
Anon.: Heyyy, hope ur condition is getting btr! Stay strong, love much.
13 June 10, 15:31
name.: live on for the world . strengthen your soul and overcome everything. Your a precious girl.
14 June 10, 22:57
name.: i'll watch over you from heaven . :')
22 June 10, 13:13
.: dont give a fuck about what people see and think about you darling
22 June 10, 17:20
Passerby: Hey, cheer up k? Don't break down, stay strong!!
23 June 10, 19:50
Another: Ily, and everything will turn out okay.
These are all I'm left with because cbox doesn't allow me to keep too many older messages. But still, Looking at these gives me hope. So whoever you are, Thank you again for all your support, love and encouragement. And I love you guys :') I really do. xx
Yesterday was a bad day, But it was better than today.. But it took today being worst to realize that yesterday wasn't all that bad. Hahaha... :') It's like a never ending cycle of pain. And I'm quitting school, I guess for a year or two. I know I'm not ready, And so Mummy and Daddy said I should take the time to recover.. The only thing I worry about is if I will ever return to schooling again. I don't know if I will be strong enough to do that. Sigh*
Nowadays I feel like my life is on repeat, Day after day. Everyn9 Daddy comes home in a horrible mood and starts shouting.. The n9 ends with the whole family crying.... And me bleeding. Cutting doesn't seem to do enough fr me anymore..... But still I enjoy the process of bleeding. It's as if I'm bleeding all the pain away. Although I'd be dead by the time I'm free of pain if this goes on. Hahaha, Yes I'm talking shit on my blog once again. Oh who cares. I'm losing my head. I might srsly just end up in IMH.. Like Daddy says. Hahahaha. So what rlly is this thing we call life?
It's days like these that makes me wonder why I'm still alive.. I should probably stop here. And oh, b4 I go. Follow me on Twitter @invisiblepains please! :) Much love to all, To the hopeless, broken hearted and broken. Depression- Just another way of saying, Life's unfair :) Haha, Gn9 lovelies.
You can't break the broken
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